When the baby cries desperately then at that time the mother leaves everything and solely attends to the baby. Similarly we should cry for the Lord, Krsna! Krsna! Krsna! and hopefully He will come.
God realisation is possible through Hari kirtana. If you are experiencing joy, pleasure and peacefulness while chanting the holy name, then you should understand that the Lord is appearing.
Scriptures are also called ‘Grantha-ratna’. The deeper you dive, the knowledge you will discover will be most precious, cause that gemstone is Krsna Himself.